March 14, 2011

org nak aku pun nak!

adatlah tu, dah nama pun aku ni dilahirkan manusia. upppsss!
bukan nak ape, tgk org update blog, aku pun nak update gak ler. agak cam biase la, blog yg since 2007 ditubuhkan ni alhamdulillah masih hidup lg. tah la, rase macam nk revamp-la-sangat blog ni, tp mood lom dtg2 lg. eh mana ko mood??? dh bertahun dh. cehhh...
ok ok..back to the main issue. ape yg aku nk share kt sini ialah................
pasal rezeki..
hmmm kan last entry i was 'bebeling' about job?
ya job...about job that i'm looking for tu...ala kan aku nk keje balik. dh mula itchy with my current situation..ye lah, mcm la aku kawin ngn anak raja nak duduk senang lenang. cukup lah dengan sacrifice yg telah aku lakukan dolu..its hard u know? but maybe that time i also just terburu2..huh bad me!masa tu maklum lah, org baru dpt anak. sayang anak woooo..hehehe!tp takpe, itu old stories..i lost something, but i got many things!!
so cerita kerja yg aku cari since end of last year. if im not forgotten, was around Dec 2010 kot. hehehe...takde la lama mana kan? ;p tp i tried in many ways. eh many ke. tp voleh la..mostly via jobstreet tu je..but to be honest, im not always the lucky ones if applying through JS ni. tak tahu la apesal..aku deman tinggi while other candidates not ke? ehhh memang susah la..but reviewing tu kdg2 melampau byk kalinya..ye lah...too many candidates yawww...memang la agak high competition sket.
ok so agak berbulan aku nk tunggu for single call, ok?
just ade la 1 call on feb, itu pn from agency that until now, silent je. hampeh! tp ms pegi opis they all pn, alahai mcm hampeh je opis. tak mcm opis adecco-yg-professional-skit tu. serious, terus mcm down je..ekekekke..tp dh sampai, go through je lah. tp bila dah snyp tu, hmmm rase cam buang ms (eh buang masa ke? tak terai tak tau kan?) je pegi.hehehe...eh nak cite betapa tak pro nye agency tu, masa nk short interview dgn aku, the interviewer (aka owner i guess) picked-up 1 call from her fren (aka insurance consultant dia) dengan cakap yang agak kasar ..ok understand its common for personal issue..tp depan kita ni marah2. boleh tak just excuse herself and talk outside? errr...like ms tu terpikir, eh minah ni, tak malu ke?;p ok stop that story morry..
so keje tu pun tak dengor kabar. takpe lah, mmg takde rezki kot org ckp..
so weeks later, end of february plak, i went to another interview in 1 of UK company. this one advised by my fren yg ada kwn at that company. located at solaris dutamas. i did some research, ok la, try first, lets see how. been there, chit chatting a lil bit casually at paparich (suprise?)..hehe..ya, the reason because they dont have proper meeting room * yet* and the office still under renovation. and come to another suprise, the office just setup in 1 year in Malaysia and only got 10 peoples!!! hahaha..ok thats fine, but come to that, i just not even eager to know more. i got the feeling mcm..ala tak dapat pun takpe lah kt sini..the reason came up to my mind are: tempat agak jauh if i travel frm sban to kl ( just in case), that place pun macam tak best je, staff plak tak ramai, takde melayu so agak susah nk survive (haha typical malay), and most important, my mom tak agree..eh sape nak keje ni? mak ke aku..tp sometimes, mom's word kena take note jugak kot! so memang lah tuhan tu dh leh baca hati kita. takde pun rezki kt sana. padan muka, memilih bebenor! heheeh..but God knows better..
and cite psl application kt jobstreet ni, last week got another phone interview with this company - AT Kearneys..perghhh agak mengkantoikan diri la.tak tau nape, but he asked me more about my previous job deeply..so i was like, eh lupe byk la....but that 1 pun mcm dh berat hati when the company is actually looking for people yang heavy to travel. klau baca betol2, u have like to travel to south east 2-3weeks..gile pe? of course when the person asked me, i said yes, i dont mind travelling ( hehehe just to test the market)..tp dh tau dh takkan dpt when he also asked how old is my son, who taking care bla bla..eh takpe la tak dapat kot? 
and then today, i got 2 calls from agencies which is 1 from unexpected call (yahh im die hoping for this company) and another 1 is from adecco ( this is one of the option if ive got nowhere..ngee..)..the one yg i harapkan skang just waiting a good news if the company wants to call me up for an interview. but talking the second one, its ok if i got that one since i already have frens there as well as the areas that im looking for a job quite meets my requirement (cehh, aku yg tentukan eh? )...oh and i have to attend to the interview this wednesday..pray hard, cross finger i got this one first while waiting to another better offer. hehee..
so what is the moral story that i got from the situation up there?
rezki tu kalau nak datang, ia pasti akan datang jika didahului dengan usaha. ya, im not saying here i already confirmed got the offer, but it just matter of God open-up your way..that's it. klau awal2 tu mcm no calls at all!!!but recently, at least, i can see the light at the end of the tunnel. at least...im still hoping for another company to call me up. hehehe..i have few that i've put high hope that they will select me. haha...giloss..
takpe lah, janji aku tak akan berhenti mengharap dan berusaha..


so guys, doakan yang terbaik ya untuk aku dan keluarga aku. *crossing finger*

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